Meltdown

I kinda lost it last night. Ok, maybe not kinda. I had a complete and utter meltdown. I'm having extensive jaw surgery this morning and last night it all just caught up with me. I had one of those "somebody just died" cries. I'm thinking it was a combination of realizing how big my surgery is and getting no sleep this week. I've been averaging only 4 hours of sleep a night and I'm an 8 hour a night kinda girl, so if I don't get 8 hours....look out. This morning has been kinda tough because I can't eat or drink anything before surgery, so I'm not able to get my coffee fix. How do you get up at 3am and do a morning show without coffee?