Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I'm horrible.....

It's been forever since I wrote and new blog. So much has been going on that I've not had time to sit down and write it all out, so here goes.....

I had jaw surgery in March. Every thing's good except for the occasional pain here and there.

I've dropped 10 pounds since I got sick in February. I've started working out and feel great. Another 10 pounds to go and I'll be happier with my body.

My sister is getting divorced. 21 years old with a baby. Feel for her.

I've been working like a maniac. 10 hour days most days and then taking work home. I'm working really hard on not working so much. It's just not healthy, not to mention my personal life is suffering.

I bit off all of my nails. Got really mad one day and chewed them off. I hate myself for doing that.

I've started wearing heels more often. Love the way they make me feel.

Fell in love with a new body spray. It's called Sexiest Musk. Yum.

Been to a bunch of concerts in the past 2 months- Bryan Adams, David Cook, Eddie Money and American Idols Live. My favorite was the Bryan Adams show. He's SO hot. Can't believe he'll be 50 this year. Looks like he's in his 30's.

I'm starting to feel unsettled again. Happens every now and then. Start thinking about my life and wondering if I'm really happy or not. Ever get feelings like that?

Really want to go to the beach.

Went shopping with a friend and she helped me pick out some clothes that make me feel great when I wear them.

Keep getting bills in the mail for my hospital visits in February. Keep paying off the bills as soon as they come in, but seems like every week there's a new charge popping up. Wonder if I'll ever have this paid off.

Thinking about moving. Been looking for a new house. It's not really such a buyers market as everyone says. Might move to York because taxes are cheaper there, as are the house prices. Although, I love where I live right now. Beautiful development with views of the mountains and river and a corn field in the backyard...but the house is too cramped and I'm not close to anything. Maybe I'm just too picky.

One of my brothers and one of my sisters (I have 4 brothers and 2 sisters) are planning a trip to see me. Hope they'll really be able to come. I miss my family.

Getting a bunch of money back in taxes. Yea!